When your the oldest but always the second choice in life and it hurts but you can only laugh at it cause you can't cry about this shit because you can't be scared of fire and walk into it unless it's out of the blue but that makes you crazy and you always get mad but it's not your fault at the end of the day everyone is all about themselves when your alone so you should be to but your a kind ass person and it's you who get hurt so what can you do beside living life and moving on so i just found out that my ex use me to get at my sister and i was crying cause i like him but he cheated on me and told me some bull shit and after that i been in toxic relationships afterward but i seem to fight with him every damn day and i'm done with it so i'm moving on and i'm with this real hot guy and he's nice and treat me well and i like him and i like how he call me and text me when he can at least it's a start but i hate being played because this one guy keep texting me in every other full moon and he likes me or whatever